quit school

Well, I went through Christmas and woke up with the realization that nothing was making me happy- I pushed through Christmas- enduring not experiencing- and said to myself- enough! Financially, my working doesn't help us- it only creates a larger tax bracket- and I was at the point of obsession with school...- taking Concerta to churn out endless assignments. So I quit school- I tend to do this------- embark on a course and put out 100% effort; with excitement and fevor, only to be come disillusioned half way through the journey and quit. I know as Dr Kessler used to say, "You have a personality disorder." But when I fix that disorder I become someone else-- no one likes or enjoys ---I don't even like me when I become "normal" so, I revert back to me. Happy, light hearted me.